what is it? What do you call when you are being with someone for a long time and you still feel lonely? Is that a fault of a person or is it just wrong kind of relationships? Can it be called a "relationships"? The more time passes by the more I realize that less and less thing we have in common every day, and sometime, while ago, it all seemed to be perfect, but it was NEVER FUCKING PERFECT! It disappoints every day, it brings new pain every day. So careless that could simple kill and tear soul apart. Drives crazy. All that is wanted to close the eyes and be somewhere far far away from all those things and all the people, where no pain as well as no hope.
